hello.

nth much had happened ytd.

went out w twin sis.

take the train to toa payoh.

and we saw ma'am bernice's clone luh.!!

omg.

she look exactly like ma'am luh.
so i asked sis to take her pic since
her hp has better resolution than mine :
we tried to take her pic upclose
so we decided to stand rite infrnt of her.

haha :D

like W.T.H ? ?
we r so gendeng la.
but we jus dun care (:

we waited for her to look up so we could get a betterlook at her.

sis finally snapped her pic w her cam's sound ON
and wads more, that gerl was lookin rite at us!

whoa.
tat's an unforgivable mistake.
but again.
we jus dun gv a ditch bout it :}

and so, since we like the "thrill" of taking her pic.
we dcided to take another one.
haha!
she's so photogenic luh.
(:

wen we were finally contented w
the pics tat we hv,
both of us decided to send tose pics to ma'am bernice tru mms.

yeaa. ((:

msged ma'am if she had gotten it.
but she said not yet.

oh well.

lets wait then.

anw, we go jln2 then went hm at 8++pm.

anw..
tok-ed to my pla pisangs ytd.
it was fun as usual.
sha was like kept askin me hu's tt guy luh.
and they asked me wad had happened ytd.
nah... nth reli happened.
tanx my dears (:
<33

then... we talk n talk
and we taught sha malay too cuz she wana learn.!
hehe.

oh pls. can sombody tell us tt we r the best malay teachers tt sha had ever had??

hehe ((:

we stopped talkin at 11++pm cuz seetee is helpin her dad w sth.

hey gurl.
i hope tt the prob. ytd is no longer a prob today.
hope its solved n done with.
i'll b there for u gerl wdevr happens.

yeaa? yeaa? ((:

<33

listened to we belong 2gthr
late at nite wen i cant slp.

it made me think of him.
and i broke down.

damn.
tis song nvr failed to bring me
break down to tears.

i jus cant get ovr him.
i wont let myself let him go.

sweet memories of him n me kept
playing in my mind ovr n ovr again.

n it still breaks my heart wen
his last words to me still rings in my ear;
still plays in my mind;
still can b felt in my heart.

i really miss him.
its been two months now
frm the day i last saw him.

i want him bck in my arms
so tt i cant hug him like i used to
wen were togthr.

i wan to snuggle close to him.
he gv me comfort wen i'm feeling down
or wen i was sick.

i still cant undrstd why
his eyes cant meet mine
wenevr he sees me or
wen we pass each other.
n i still dun understand y
u cant look at me wen we talk.

y?

did i hurt u dat much tt it
pains ur hrt jus by lookin at me??

i'm broken.
sumtimes i'm tempted to gv u a msg or
evn ring u up to tell u hw much i miss u;
to tell u tt i still love u
n tt i wan u bck in my life.

but i nv did cuz i'm a coward.
hu cant take rejection frm pple.
especially frm u.

i noe i cant turn bck time.
n i noe tt wads done cn nvr b undone.
i noe crying cant bring u bck to me
n cuttin my wrist jus leave ugly scars.

i noe tt i shld let u go bt i'm
unwilling to do so.
i jus dun hv the guts to 4gt u n move on.

i cant replace anyone hu
cld take ur place in my heart.

i realised tt
its easy to teel sumone to rise wen they fall out
frm love but it isnt easy 2 b bck on ur ft
wen it jus happened cuz wounds cldnt b healed ovrnite.

i realised tt
its easy to tell sumone tt he or she to get ovr him/her
cuz brkn hearts cant b fixed ovr nite w staples or glue.
it takes tyme to nurse a brkn heart n move on.

n i realised tt
its easy to find a bf but it aint easy to
replace sumone hu u used to love whole heartedly.

oh well.
ur name was nv erased frm my heart.

btw. i'm sorry seetee cuz i didnt pick up ur call.
i was feelin miserable )':

talked to my brother lim ka hao e cushion ytd nie.

we kept suan-ing each other in the beggining.

hah.

tat's our favourite past time ((:

then... wen we getting bored suaning each othr cuz we were outta ideas to suan,
tt ass started to talk abt tkd.

i was asphyxiated at firz.

dun reli wana talk bout tis.

he tried to talk me round not quitting...
not till the inter-club tourney.
which is like nxt yr; june????????

and he made me PROMISE it.

W.T.H. W.T.H W.T.H can??

felt like wana smack his ass up;down; left n rite.

:'(

den my 'BELOVE' papa told me tt if i quit,
i hadta join ACME.

NOOOOO......!!!!!!!!!!

i rather stay n b a cute git than to join em.

wad shld i do?
wad shld i do?

hhhmmmmm.

i dun wana think abt tis reli.

anw, to sha e ass;
seetee n suriana...
if i were nt to quit nw.....
i guess i'll do jus wad u all suggested.
and at the same time,
add to the collection of female instructors..

hehe
=)

conclusion??
stay luh u ass.

guess i hdta take back all e
shoutouts fer u all tat i've typed ytd.
FOR NOW.

wl gv u all antr shoutout nxt instd yeaa?
say yeaa everyone aite?

oh i dunno luh.

tata

yeaa.

i've decided. i've made up my mind.
i'm leaving st teresa tkd.

so i'm here to give all my tkd frenz their shout outs.

seetee and shalene:

heyy PLA PISANG BITCH and WITCH (:
its my luck to meet such nice yet crazy people like u two
n hving ya as my frenz.. my pla pisangs r my source of laughter
and smiles.
had fun toking w ya on e phone..
w my PAPA asking me to end my tok time now and then.
hehe.
i needta confess i'm papa's girl :}
anw, seetee,
wad u r going through now is tough,
jus like sha e short witch said.

i guess all gd things muz end one day aint it?

jus rmmbr tt u cn count on the pla pisangs.
the ASS n e WITCH.

mine + sha's effort = to bitch happiness.
yes?
we <33 euu ((:

my BROTHERS:
ka hao. yi hao. chern ping n blur prakash.
i dun undrstd y u all muz bully me evryting wan.
damn u all. hehe (:
but still;
i <3

stupid sir kelvin:
yea. i feel silly typing tis shout out for him cuz he will nvr read tis.
but then again, i wanta waste my time so here it is.

hmmmm. yeaa. wanan thank ya
for being my instructor since i was white yellow.
i wldnt hv been hu i m in tkd if it werent bcuz of u.
i'm an A.I. thnks to u.
i guess i owe u truckloads.

n i'm sorry if i've offended u in one way or anothr;
directly or indirectly.

suriana:
if u r reading this, i wana say tt i dun hate u luh....

(:

:)

*smiles frm me.

to those i had nt mentioned:
thnk 4 makin my tkd life tis past 4yrs memorable and fun
at the same time.
all of u were e ones hu gv me tese swt memories to reminisce on.
thnks fer making grading helpout funFUNfun.
i <3 u all to bits (:

i've been thinking......


i think i wana quite taekwondo...

yea..

reason???

cuz everytime i go class,

i didnt gain knowledge,
wasted my time cuz the instructor jus dun let me take my own class.

i ended up standing like a worthless git ovr there.

yeaa.

i think i shld reli quit.

tat's it.

oh no.!!!

i'm mr. tan's god daughter??????

oh myyy...

my worst nitemare had came true.

fcuk urgh.

hullo peeps.!

jus got hm frm kayaking...

yeaa.

it was GREAT.!

heez ((:

woke up early in the morning at 6++am
*wen i'm supposed to wake up at 6??*,
listening to mak and pak nagging...
jus for waking up a teeny weeny later
than the time i'm supposedly wake up??

DUHH~!

bathed and etc.... ladeeeda..

shld skip tt part aite??

wdever.

got to sch abit late.
at 7.30am lydat.
i tot everyonehad left me since there were nobody at the general office;
at thye porch gathering.
i dint evn see anibody taking a stroll.

i reli panicked sia.

wen i reached the canteen,
saw all those goondus half awake,
chit chatting to one another.

aiyo.

felt like wana smack their butts.

ass holes lah dey all.

teased hong zhang as usual.
shar was late.
den i finally realised tt ridhwan and mustaqim was there too.
menyebok je.. hehe
jus kidding ((:

wen ms wee came, she asked us to assemble at the G.O.
sianz...
there were still pple hu had yet to come.
and so me and shar hadta kol tis irresponsible cadets.

early in the morning alr make phonecalls huh??

lol.


we finally got our ass outta the sch at 830++am.

wen we reached there,
we did rock climbing.
i did twice;
one fer the intermediate and one is for the "pro liao ones"..

and the instructor told me tt i climbed the highest for the "pro liao ones"..

haha.
tat's niice to hear ((:

aftr tt, we did kayaking.
paired up w hong zhang.
it was fun luh =PpP

slpashed alot of wtr at ridhwan.
oh my...
can i say he simply is hopeless wen it cums to kayaking??
hah.
he realli is.

we had ta washed up and oh my... the toilets were high class luh.!
it was way better than those toilets at SPANS-JOM.

it wastotally niceNICEnice. ((:

after tt, we ate.
i simply love tis place.

its the first time our sch is so good give us this high class treatment. lol

after the whiole thing, wen to eat at kfc.

didnt go out w dear cuz i was tired.

sorry dear =( muaacks.

ooohhh..

jus woke up.

tanks to the loud voice of my bapak *father*

talk as if wana talk to the people next blok..

goodness.

my head stilll hurts.

damn.

i jus wana fuck all tis shit outta my life.
pls?

anw,
i'm ovr and done w guys alr.

i think i shld b a lesbian??

yes.

i think shld.

but wait.

on the second tot....

tt will b sooooo disgusting.

ewwwwwww =(

anw,
pple out there hu hv my no....

pls.... dun gv my no. W/O MY PERMISSION.
i dun care wthr he is handsome anort or wadso ever.

SICKLY.

anw,
ytd sis got her psle result.

damn.

luckily she didnt win muii.

i got 225 while she got 218..

phew... luckily sia...

haha.

i realli hope she's not going to my sch or she's gona be my mum's spy.

damnation aite??

lol.

ok luh...

gtg.

bai2

ytd...

tok to him late at nite..

he called me..

to do his fulminate session...

he was feelin down...

i was so hopeless.
unable to ease his pain..

then,
he told me tt
he still love me.
tt he still keep our photos tt we
USED to take 2gthr.
he still cherish e sweet;
happy moments we USED to hv.
he cant 4gt me.
he cant let me go.
he told me tt eventhough he
could no longer hold me like he used to,
he will still be rooting there for me,
his love and care fer me hd nvr changed.

while he was saying all this,
i was asphyxiated.
oh no.
why must this happen to me and him??
i wan him to let me go,
i'm happy w sumone else.
i wan him to 4get me,
y cant he carry on w his life
and strt anew??

i dun wan u to
smother me w
ur UNREQUITTED LOVE.
nw ure making me feel so
confused.
i dun wan ya to b besotted to me.

pls....... i beg u..
dun make me feel like this..

let me go..
dun trap me inside ure hrt..

let bygones b bygones.

='(

this morning.....

switched off my hp;
the no. which he onli knew of.
i dun wana receive his calls..
or his hopeful msgs.....

i still love my bf.
if u r reading this.......
pls.... once again,
let me go.

i'm so

B O R E D . . .

i wana go out...

can sumbody save me pls?

meantime... its self obsession session
for me..

oh well..




azura
the pla pisang bitch..

hahax

hmmmm....

these pass few days,

sha e PLA pisang had been feeling low..

hope she's ok now..

gradually relieving e past n start anew..

wadever it is, seetee and me wl b there fer yuh aye?

the PLA PISANGS..

that's US :)

and seetee made a new personal equation:

seetee's effort + me = WITCH'S HAPPINESS

hahax... tat's cute!

:)

<33

ytd, was FUNfunFUN :))

met kai jie at 1.45pm at bl control station wen i'm actually am supposed to meet him
at 1.25pm..

on well.

aren't guys created to wait on girls.??

hehe.

i'm evil. [:

we board on the train; cuz we wana go bugis 9:

hehe..
it was a 1hr trip so during the journey,
we were talking crap n admiring guys fer me.
haha..
and i found one chi. guy hu is a preety boy..!!!
oh... but too bad.
he has a gerl.
awwee =(

wen we reached there,
we were like challenging each othr;
c hu's hnd is bigger.
my goodness.
i noe we are lame but so wad aye :P

went to bugis street,
in search of beautiful bags.

well, we finally found a bag tt caught our eyes.!
saw kai jie's eyes sparkling.
haha.

he bought black while i bought miliitary green.
:D

finally... we hv a pair of matching bags. lol

after tt,
we went to parco..
take a stroll ovr there like as if it was a park.
hahax.

went to the adidas outlet.
tot of buying the shoes we wanted all these while..
but we didnt expect our destiny w/o those shoes.
it was sold out.!

shucks..

anw, after tt, we did sumore window shopping.
he bought me a bear bear..
awwe :>
thanks jiji. :)

after tt, we went to watch hairy potty.
the show was kinda cool..
haha.

we finally got our ass outta tt shopping mall
at 8++pm..

en we went to eat at mac.
we were starving manx.

after eating,
we went to take 174 bck hm..
yeaa..

den at12++am,
i did my dirty trick to tt fat arse again.
tis time he outsmarted me.
he asked me to kol him several times.

shitSHITshit.
luckily i had some lame excuses down my sleeve
=(

anw, to sha... CHEER UP =)

wdevr it is, u hv seetee n me to confide in.
:}

oh no no no... i jus realised i CANT get ovr that brute.

oh well.

hu cares aniway??

sigig off,

the ass

ooo. . .

i jus found muii new hobby.!!!!

it is:
sucking tissue balls into the vacuum cleaner..!!!

hahax

ok ok... i'm ovr and done w the tempted to touch song..

onli one for now ((:

oooo. . . . ytd... i did sth evil to
e person i LOATHE most... hehe...


~whee..!!!!!


i made a fool of him...



yeaa. =P



i feel good manx abt getting him into my trap.
haha..
GULLIBLE ASS he is.

had to use my other no. to msg him..
a no. he's not familliar w.



thank god i didnt tell him all my no.s
wen we were still 'frenz'(??)
or i woulndnt hv succeeded in tis..



lol...



kinda disturbed his sleep with my constant
ringing of his phone..
lol.
and my heart nearly stopped wen he called back.
TWICE. =x



i nearly picked up the phone.
wad if i talked to him n he recognised my
voice??



anw;
i found out about his stupidity.
he's damn stupid in reading msgs esp. manx.
kept asking retorical qns.
and i also found out tt he's not DEAD yet.



well, sad to hear tt he's still alive.



HE BETTER TURN UP FER TODAY'S
TRAINING B4 I REALLY KILL HIM.


yawn... i'm sleepy -.- zZz
slept at 4am ytd......
but wdevr..
no pain, no gain euu nut. =)

and wait... does he noes my blog add???
he shouldnt c tis..
as yet =x

and dear shalene, if u noe hu it is, dun tell him, its a secret k?
yes?
;)

<33

tis is sth tt i jus editted jus now..
duh.

goodness.

i jus cant undrstd guys.

y; wen u were frenly towards them; they hv the thinking that u like him wen u dun??

and y; wen its notpossible btwn us; he still hv the thinking tt one fine day,
i will ACCEPT him; wen he noes tt it is not possible.??

i'm sorry if i hurt u with my harsh words but i'm a straight forward person;
who's repulsive and nvr think twice if my actions might hurt somebody.

i mean, i dun want u to waste ur time,
taking the effort to love me wen i hate u to do so.

its so freaky.

i'm sorry if i cannot return u the love you had given me cuz i dun feel for u.
love cannot be forced;
it can onli be felt or appreciated if both parties feel for each othr.

i hope tt wad had happened btwn us would not hv bore a barrier btwn us.
i wish tt we will still be frenz.
for life.

once again, 'm sorry

on the 1111o5,

we had a laserquest competition.!!!

yeah...

it was exciting manx.

haha..

me, shar ]] the best marksman in our sqd... whoa =P [[ ,
jasmine, hong zhang ]] e one i <33 to disturb [[,
khairul, luqman
and rafi. =)

went to the bukit batok CDANS at 11++am..
i think.

cuz i didnt reli keep track of time.

anw, wen we were settling down at the waiting area,
we saw the shuqun's cadet inspector.
and naturally, we began to observe her ]] its our human nature [[
and soon bore the hatred for her cuz
firstly, she act cool buay cool.
secondly,
she act chio buay chio.. haha
thirdly,
she's bias.

damn her.

oh.
wait.

i forgot to describe and clarify to u all wad laserquest actually is..

its about us wearing a vest and holding a laserguns and try our best to defeat our opponents by shooting at their base.

and while we play, there's techno songs playing.
and naturally... i began to shake my head; listening to the techno song thumping..

hahax..

and while i shoot my opponents,
i dance along to the song at the same time..

hahax..

and damn the opponents for callng me the dancing girl.

lol...

oh ya..

i forgot to add that there were lots of mat reps there.

kuang ajar seh amek gambar aku.
cis...
if i noe i show them my beau middle finger.

shucks.

anw, we came in second.

wheeeeee...!!!!!

=P

went bck to sch at 5++pm and dunnit to go parade..

haha..

SHIOK =)

k la.. tt's all.. chiao