"can you hear my heart breaking into pieces?"


-.-"

nonsense bah.
say like dat tmr he go find other girls le.

he thinks i dunno
anything about that.


lol!





anw,
went shopping with my mum and dad
ytd at orchard..

aiya.
every week go orchard until sianz.

):




dad bought mum yet another bonia handbag.
YET ANOTHER ONe.


hph.
buy mum new bag can.
i ask him to buy me a new hp
that cost the same
and he'll
say,

errrrr....
NOPE!


ok.
nvm.

anw....
felt so happy la!!!
haha.
got a new tank top.
so nice lohz ((:


*rolling on the floor hugging it.
whee...*


haha.



hmmmmm....

anw.
i'm sick.
i miss him too much.


nvm.
i should and i really should ignore him.
yes ):
o level is round the toilet bowl.

shouldnt be complacent jus
because i've had finished my
prelim.
i'm not even sure i can score below
17 alr.





sobs.

grr.



forgiving you each and everytime
doesnt mean you can take advantage of that.

saying "i understand... * through and through
doesnt mean i really understand.



hmph.
watever.
gotta go dig my nose behind some books.
*sobs..*




anw,
i'm sick of people treating me
like i'm their credit card.
fuck off can ya?

boo ):



when's o level coming and finishing?

i miss spending time with my dear dear.

grr.

5 more days. still counting bebeh (:=





haha.



anw,
pure hist paper two SO DAMN
MONKEY HARD!

kong ajar mrs chan bagi gambar
utk tgk tapi blur abis.
waduh!

gigit pantat dier ):


anw,
ytd so tired sia.
when i woke up today,
there's a pool of ezymes.
ok ok.
saliva.
on my face.
near to the openings of my mouth,
dripping like tap water..
hees
and even on
my bloody piggy.


hahax.

u all slepp got until like me anot?

lol (:

oh no.
gtg.
i'm not supposed to play comp rite now.
mum's at the doorstep.
gotta switch tis comp in 5 secs.



argh!!!!!
pooft!*

8 more days to
4month!


whee :P

sarangeh (:




anw,
someone gave me "my lovlely samsoon" pig!

and i named it..
ermm.
pig?

haha.

anw,
been staring at the comp fer
1hr 30 mins le.
butt so numb until it felt like it is as hard as rock.

whoa!!!

solid butt of mine.

haha. ok
gtg

i'm sick.

sick in the head.
sick in the arse.

sick sick sick :(

but wait a jiffy.
i'm not sick
cuz
i'm azura.

rightright.?
and my arse is not sick
right arse?
*looking at my butt and gv it
a questioning expression.*

lol.

i think i'm having a heated argument
with myself right now.


arg.
dun bother (:
haha.


i'm bored.
damn it. /sorry fer the crap above

i'm fasting btw.
and for one whole month.
woohoo.
think of how many kilos i can shed
during this
no-eating-or-people-will-stare-at-you month. ((:

2 more kg to 47kg!

wahaha.
but then... i checked my bmi and if iwanna shed 2 more kg,
i'll be underweight?

crap.
maybe my calculation was wrong cuz
i never passed my math before.

:
later maybe go study with zhang zhang.

hmmm...



twiddle
*waves*

thurs:

right after eng,
stayed back at school all the way to two pm
for the chem paper.

zhang zhang pei me.
hees.
so sweet ((:

hasanah got nobody to pei her
go library so we accompanied her.

hahax.

it was fun la.
we were so stress going through all those
notes that our eyebrows semmed to join.
ya noe..
like bert in sesame street?
haha.

then...
in between,
we laugh cuz we just realised tt hasanah's shirt have
chilli.
and iits at the booby area.

and wads more,
mr sim spotted it first.

that LTK.

while hasan was wiping it off so hard
until like her blouse wanna tear alr,
zhang zhang was blushing and laughing
and and...

haha.

wont say it.

haha.

1 hr and 30 mins befor 2pm,
we were frantically trying to stuff
all the notes about polymer as much as we can.

argh.
the sitting area where we were was so tense.

everybody(sume bersepah kat situ)
were jumping up and down
hoping they can get the defination of bloody isotopes,
some even pace to and fro(shi yun)
and some were smacking people's tummy
cuz they cant memories alr. (who? its me. hehe)

if you were there,
you might roll on the floor laughing just looking at our behaviour.


lol.

anw,
during the paper,
the first qn was ok.
the qns after that too were ok.
aiya.
in other words,
the paper was ok!
whoots (:
but i didnt managed to complete.

ok ok.
i did complete doing the paper but the last qn
was haphazardly answered.

shrug*


fri:

malay paper first.
the bina ayat was crap!
omg.
i didnt noe what was canggung and mengaur-aurkan meant.

when i reached home,
i discovered canggung meant kekok.

well.
ok. :

thereafter,
we had social studies paper.
the source base was ok but not part c0.
grr.
i didnt noe what to ans.

the essay?
i didnt really get to answer the
last essay well
cuz i did it within 5 pathetic mins!

argh....

:(

hmmm..
after tt whole shit,
went to jp with hasan to destress.
was fun lohz ((:

haha.

anw,
thank you zhang zhang fer supporting me
and giving me your support. ((:

hah

had science prac jus now.

my bench table was in a mess.

my test tubes were filled with litmus papers,
aluminium foil
and etc.
when they weren't supposed to be in there.

haha.

hope i didnt blew up the whole paper :

thereafter,
we were ferried to the ava room
for quaratine period or wad ever you call it.

it wasnt tt boring cuz i had nenemama to talk and laugh with.

haha!

then then....

lazy to continue. hehe!

gtg. ((:

"i dunno y... but i tink
u are my only best friend among the girls. -.-"
hong zhang

hees ((:

ytd studied 14 hrs straight.
with breaks in between.


i dunno y.
no matter how much i want to stop revising,
i kept pushing myself.

u gotta force yourself to do it in order to succeed.


hahax.

in the end,
i stopped studying at 2.30am.

haha.

wowowow.

from today onwards,
i'm switching off my phone,
unless i'm in school
so that my mum can contact me.


hahax.


err...

hmmm..
tmr i'm having my science
prelim prac.
hope i can do it :)

all the best people.
twiddles *

anw...

ytd was kinda fun!

hahas.

went to sch at 12++
to see ms wee
cuz i need to ask her some questions.


no one from my class was there at the sitting corner
near the staff room.

but i saw rohani and huda!

woohoo ((:

study abit,
crap abit,
then we went
to bliss cafe to
buy instant noodles.

my tummy was grumbling violently.
haha.

we ate.

then huda wanted mr adrian tay to help her with her chem.
then i volunteered to call him.
hees.
my face was blushing like bloated tomato!
*like dear say one*
haha.

huda was so shy.
haha.
we were practically srambling here and there.

when we calmed our selves down,
i went to the intercomm
and called him but he wasnt in.


awwe )):

haha!

we waited *while munching those noodles to bits*
and finally!
we saw him.

haha.


so i went to call him again.
haha.

then he came out
and helped us la.

then,
since all the mathematics teachers were not available,
i asked him help me with one math qn.

haha.

omg,
he's so cute la!!!

haha.

:")

fast forward>>

mrs teo was the one who managed to answer the math qn!
*applause*

haha.

feeling bored,
mr sim pei me de.
share all those dirty jokes with me.
felt abit awkward cuz i was alone and he
was abit too cheeky maybe?

)):

went down,
saw chin kag and small-dicked melvynn.

chin kang and taaught me math.

he was so pro!
whoa ((:
then wen i turn my head to the right,
saw dear coming.

haha.

didnt realised his things were right beside me.

haha.

my hands were on his books then when he tried to pull it,
i moved my hand abit but still on the book.

didnt help right?

hahax.

hmmmm....

overall,
that day truly brought light to my life.

yup. ((:


wadever.

i dun even understand what i've jus typed.
typical me.


gtg.

sayonara

jus woke up.
bloody hell.

argh!!!!!!!!!!




1 more month to o level??

noo...

i'm not ready.. :((


i'm still left with 4 more chapters in social studies book 4,
history left with modern world.
i've only covered 1911 revolution and russia.
and and and
chem still need re-revise organic chemistry cuz
i kept forgetting the carboxylic acids and polymers.


argh...

bloody hell :(

i need mrs ester ong..
sobs.

anw,
have been revising.
7 hours straight everyday.

is it enough?

my right arm has muscle cramp right now.
my butt is as hard as rock.
eeee.... solid butt ((:

hehe.

anw,
had my english and mother tongue paper 1 ytd.
it was ok.
i think :/

wrote 795 words fer my english essay.
azillah told me i can write a novel alr.

haha..

malay was boring.

i spent half an hour polishing my fingernails
in the hall after i finshed doing my paper.
faiz was alr snoring*metaphorically*
behind.

haha.

felt like throwing bits of my eraser into
his mouth.

heh.

hmmm.....
thereafter,
right after i reached hm,
slpt for five mins and carried on revising.

bawl...
i lost my ezlink card somewhere in this house.
maybe my sister thought that
it was a flattened bisuit which i had stepped on and munched it on?


grrr..

gtg.
off to search for my ez link.
*pooft*

omg.
PAUL TWOBUKIT IS OUT??!!

urgh.

watching singapore idol is not fun le.
i hv nobody to pick on, to criticise,
to fulminate and etc.


shrug.

anw,
i was uber bored.
so i decided to these eventhough its a total crap.
*shrug*

Your Love Element Is Metal

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience. You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you. Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past. You connect best with: Earth Avoid: Fire You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

You Are Super Spicy

You're a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy. You go beyond hot - you set people's senses on fire!

liar. i'm not hot.
i'ma sadomistic wanker who looks like jaafar onn's wife.
pft! :\

omg.

i'm so bored la.

so i decided to show you how stupid i am
by posting my ca5 results.
sheesh *please post your comment/insults
at my taggy. ur words/sacarsm sure will boost effort to
improve my intelligence. haha*

so here it goes.

english: c6 cuz i simply hv no interest in writing the essay. pfft! :\
math : c5
science: b3 (chemistry:a2 physics :b4)
history : a2
malay :( : c5
combine humans:b4 (social studies:b4 geography: b4)
dnt: unknown

L1R4: 16 :[
L1R5: 20



omg... it sucked.
sobs.
gotta buck up.
step aside my dearest chipmunks.
today,
i will buck up and studdy till the
midnight oil burn my house down.

yea right. *shrugg*

Ther are certain things which i have never
understand about Singapore.

I have never figured out why the elderly slap an
empty seat on the bus before they
sit down. It is most bizarre.

They shuffle along the bus looking every
inch the benign auntie or uncle, spot
an empty seat and promptly go ballistic.

Acting as if the seat offended them on a previous
trip, they lean over and give it a damn good trashing,
innocent bystanders are generally confused by the
violent and unprovoked attack because it achieved nothing.

No dust ever flies up and there
is no physical altering of
the seat. But still,
they slap away like a demented
sadomasochist before
finally deeming the seat acceptable for their ageing buttocks.

haha!

:D

this.
i must go to the bottom of this case and uncover
the mystery of what has baffled
the makciks, ah sohs, ah peks and ah erns.

*giggling*


anw,
i'm enlightened with
a several more informal, a little bit rude yet
helpful hokkien words, which in times will come in handy
when you are having a heaty argument
with your dearest enemies or besties.
or maybe you can retort back at the three bears
complaining about this blonde bitch eating their porridge(s), using these words..



but mind you.
i shall be selfish and not share these words with you.

hmmm...

well.
that's all for now i guess?

gtg.

*twiddle*

arr....

jus reached hm.

its 7:25 am rite now.

hahax.

had qiamulail *religious obligation*
at the mosque ytd.


it was quite fun la.
as usual. --.

hehe.

went to spent some time with dear
before i went to the mosque.

we took the bus 198 frm the
interchange all the way to buona vista
and back again to the interchange.

we were practically poking each other la
throughout the journey.

and we played tic tac toe too!
and.. err. i lose to him.
2-1

hmph.!

still hvnt do my punishment.
hope he forgets.

hees ((:

anw, dear!!!!
i had truckloads of fun with u ytd!
hahas..
even if my backside was numb and all.




haiz.
wadever.
after tt,
rushed to the mosque,
still wearing my super short shorts.
hahas.
luckily my ustazah(s)
never c or they would hv beristifar tak berenti-brenti
aku rase ((:

hahax.

thereafter,
the motivation lecture
was super duper lame.

had the temptation to sleep but i cant cuz my
ustaz was as if he's breathing on my neck.

i dunno why but he has been observing every
movements of mine this past few weeks.

hmm.
did i do something wrong?
*shrugg*

after tt crap,
we had supper.
i didnt hv my dinner so i decided to
eat the pack of chicken rice.

but.

i decided to gv it to my teacher instead
cuz she have not eaten since morning.
kecian plak aku tgk org tua tu.

terpakse la aku menahan kelaparan demi
memberi guru itu kesempatan untuk mencekek.

hehe. :P

next in line?
lights out of cuz.
didnt sleep until 3:40am
cuz kelvin call me mah.

get to hear his voice./

arr....!
was so happy that i bounced up and down.
haha :D

sheesh.
asked me out today.
want to go or dun want argh?


hmmm.

i'll think about it later i guess.?




i'm sleepy!
zzzz.

gtg.

take care huh ((:
muacks