yr 2005 is cuming to an end.
and pple had been pestering
me to write a reflection before
it is too late..
so here it is then and sharrdup alr
can?
(:
to me,
tis yr had been full of bitter-sweet
memories, and full of setbacks tt
had mould me into a better person;
a person hu is much more determine
in whadever she does,
realistic in the way she thinks,
and blah blah blah..
yes, i'm quite satisfied with all
the achievements, hopes and dreams
which had came true tis yr.
i've had achieved getting my dream posts in npcc.
i guess my hard work, my patience n my determination
all tis time had paid off quite well.
n not to forget, without my frens and my cadet inspectors
hu had motivated me nonethelessly,
i would hv given up long ago n wouldnt
hv been hu i m rite now.
cheers (:
this year too,
i've been such a loser and kept breaking guys heart.
i kept ending relationships which could last long
n i guess i've toyed w their hearts too.
n i wana thank wawa fer giving me a second chance
in our relationship...
but i guess a third between us is not possible aye...?
nah... its ok. i'm greatful tt i still hv u as my
cuddly cat and also, the best buddy i've ever had.
thanks kitty ((:
haiz...
i've finally woken up frm tis long daze.
and tis had waken me up frm all the wrongs
tt i've done all tis while.
i realised tt i've sinned alot tis yr which
can last me my lifetime,
and so i promise to stop being an ass and
start learning to be an oh-i'm-a-goody-two-shoes
lohz...
haiz..
i'm gona miss all my mischevious deeds.
oh well.
i dun care lah ((:
anyway,
i still remember,
the time wen
i was kinda shock wen he confessed to me tt he like me (:
whoa ((:
i've long forgotten my crush for him and so i wasnt
really interested in him at tt point of time.
i heard tt he was a two-timing jerk and all and so
i decided to reject him for time to time,
making him wait for me..
i regret for doing so cuz i've missed the chances
of being his gf.
we bcum "unofficial" dears nonethelessly and i
really enjoyed every single minute of being with him.
he had given me my firsts,
*eh... dun think dirty ok. it was nth actually*
and he had shown me wad love is really is.
he made me feel good for the first time in my life
and tt's why uptill now,
he has been at the bottom of my heart,
till the end <33
i l u..
and btw,
hv i mentioned my academic perfomance this yr yet??
lol.. i've been putting tis subject off cuz
i really dun wana say it actually..
hehex.
i dun wana show pple wad a loser i am in studies.
lol.
anyway,
i'm kinda proud of myself
becuz i had improved a teeny weeny bit
in my studies in the last semester.
and wads more, i couldnt believe it
tt i actually came top in class once n
came in second in DNT.
i realised tt if i had focus alot more
in all of my subjects, i would have
major in all of them.
i realised tt i'm actually a smarty pants hu doesnt know
she actually is.
bah.!!!
i'm gona change.
i dun wana be the lazybump tt i've been tis yr.
hu doesnt bother to do ANY of her hmwks,
pissing her tchers and sumone who
loves to sleep in class.
duhh.!
i hv to stop doing all tis shit.
it aint healthy.
i'm gona b a much studious person
next yr esp. wen o' level's cuming alr.
so tats tat.
i'm looking forward to
yr 2006...
i'm gona grab tis chance to change to be a better person.
i noe i'm no longer the optimistic,
cheerful n confident person but i've
matured and tt sth good fer me...
i hope yr 2006 is gona start
with a big bang in my life...
hopefully...
hehe.