i'm tired....
really i am.
you entered my heart without my permission,
and now you betrayed and hurt it.
no matter how hard i've tried to shut
my mind and heart off you,
you still keep appearing.
you have made me a fool.
you made my heart smile everytime i think
about you.
you made me worried sick
everytime you came to me with a sober face.
i dont know how i could have these feelings towards you,
but its really frustrating.
i thought i hated you
the very first time i got to know you.
how did my feelings towards you developed
to this?
its driving me crazy.
i'm losing my momentum because of you.
argh...
i know you really love her,
but why should you care for someone who
doesnt even pay
a single attention to you?
i know i can never have that place in your heart,
the place which she easily discard
whenever she found someone new,
but someday i'll understand.
i'll always be there for you,
no matter what the situation is.
i'm such a fool.
i cried to sleep again...
my heart is hurting
eventhough i know it is silly.