ahh.
forget about it already.
i'm lame right now.
i injured both of my calves and now i neither can run nor walk properly.
going up the stairs is one hell of a chore for me.
and hooray! currently i have to amble from one point to another point of my destination.
fuck it.
there's no way i can go jogging now.
and oh. damn it.
tommorow still got parade.
grrr.
luckily we're not going for the npdp training
or it'll just worsen my already-oh-so-bad condition.
anw,
jimmy said today got training at VE.
and i'm not going for it.
not in the mood and not in..
yay! just got out of the toilet again..
and
argh...
yuck la. there's ants crawling on my laptop.
basket..
ahha. where was i again?
oh ya.
haiz.
sorry yet again mr. neutron.
and where where you yesterday?
i was already sleeping like a log and snoring like a pig la when you called me.
ahah.
lalalala...
*roll around the house*
i'm so freaking bored.
tommorow is
the day.
the day when my future unfolds.
anxiety about this had invaded me since 6634895345723 years ago.
am i prepared for the worst?
i just hope for the best.